It sucks, but maybe it was for the best?

QUOTE(Batgirl @ Aug 11 2009, 04:17 AM) [snapback]472600[/snapback]A lot has happened lately. I am officially single. Good-bye 2.5 year long relationship. Fuckkkkkkkkkk.
Sorry to hear that.
I was wondering where you've been.
I hope everything works out for you.

My new outlook on love/relationships is "Just let the chips fall where they may"

^Very good mentality.
QUOTE(Batgirl @ Aug 10 2009, 09:17 PM) [snapback]472600[/snapback]A lot has happened lately. I am officially single. Good-bye 2.5 year long relationship. Fuckkkkkkkkkk.
*hugs*
It sucks yeah, You'll get over it...best thing now is to do mindless stuff! Do like I did, I watched 3 seasons of stargate and some crappy 80s/early 90s movies ALL DAY!

I have real problems, and they're not only affecting me, but they're seriously affecting my relationship too. I've always displayed erratic behaviour such as mood swings and depressive episodes, but I feel they've got worse, possibly more frequent, and definitely more extreme. Especially since my girlfriend cheated and broke up with me, that gave me the ammunition I wish I never had.
If she hadn't of come back to me, I honestly wouldn't know what I'd be doing, or where I'd be... but at least I wouldn't still be inflicting my shit on her.

Alright Im kinda really drunk so bare with me lol
So like 1-2 weeks ago a couple of my buddies and I were all drinking/doing other stuff together and we stumbled upon the topic that I like this one chick that they all new. Anyways we were all at my house and one of my friends got on my space and started talking to this chick I like and pretty much told her I like her, he said I was awake but I don't remember lol. She didnt say she didnt like me by his story just that she wasn't gonna date anyone until she turned 16 which was like in 2-3 months cant remember exactly.
So the first day of school was like 2 days ago I think? I saw her in the hall way and it was during class so like we were the only ones there(I was in the hallway because I waiting to go to the office about my hair which is a different story) She didnt even make eye contact, but I didnt say anything because I dunno for some reason it felt ackward, but she passed me like 3 times. So Im not sure what to do lol. Its not like im in love with her or anything but I like her.

she was nervous! hehe if she didnt like you she wouldnt have passed you so many times because it would have been awkward for her and she would have found anohter way...if she didnt like you im sure she would have said something coz you guys are friends right?

As for me, 2 months ago I stopped seeing this guy i was seeing for 4 months...and so life goes on. but for some reason this time i'm kinda glad...ive found so many new interests and things I want to do that I have no idea where I would find time to even see a guy :S and like Phenom said...even stuff like watching a whole season of something is fun and awesome...life is goooooood